amado1: (Default)
2023-12-04 09:29 am

Books I read in November 2023

Total: 15 books

— Mother Clap's Molly House by Mark Ravenhill;
— Casa Susanna by Michel Hurst;
— On Being Different: What It Means to Be a Homosexual by Merle Miller;
— The Normal Heart by Larry Kramer;
— Burgerz by Travis Alabanza;
— A Trans Man Walks Into a Gay Bar by Harry Nicholas;
— "Why, Gary, Why?": The Jody Plauche Story by Jody Plauche;
— The Young and Evil: Queer Modernism in New York, 1930-1955 by Jarrett Earnest;
— The Ballad of Sexual Dependency by Nan Goldin;
— Newspaper by Steve Lawrence;
— Joker: One Operation Joker Vol. 1 by Satoshi Miyagawa;
— The Laramie Project by Moises Kaufman;
— The Laramie Project: Ten Years Later by Moises Kaufman;
— Blood Sport by January Rogers;
— The Mysteries by Bill Watterson.
amado1: (Worf)
2023-11-01 11:38 am

Books I read in Oct. 2023

Total: 10 books

The Strange Library by Haruki Murakami;
On Tyranny: Graphic Edition. Twenty Lessons from the 20th Century by Timothy Snyder;
Winter Recipes from the Collective by Louise Glück;
The Flowers of Buffoonery by Osamu Dazai;
The Pram by Joe Hill;
Elder Sex by Marilyn Minter;
Dear Congress: Voices of American Children Currently Being Abused by Conversion Therapy by Vellah Jones;
Ankle Snatcher by Grady Hendrix;
In Bloom by Paul Tremblay;
Big Bad by Chandler Baker.

October was a month of starting a book, being satisfied with the incomplete version I'd read, and setting it down forever XD Really, I just spent a lot of time writing and obsessing over Con O'Neill, so the fact that I dropped off on reading can be forgiven.

Books I read significant amounts of, but did not finish:

The Israel-Palestine Conflict, 4th Edition by James L. Gelvin;
Extremely Online: The Untold Story of Fame, Influence, and Power on the Internet by Taylor Lorenz;
Right-Wing Women by Andrea Dworkin;
A Particular Friendship by Dirk Bogarde.

If I had to pick just one singular favorite from the first list, it would be "On Tyranny" -- apologies to Osamu Dazai! "Flowers of Buffoonery" was tailor-made for me, as ever, but "On Tyranny" is one I can whole-heartedly recommend to everyone I meet.

If I had to pick just one from the second list, it would be "Right-Wing Women" by Dworkin, which was insightful and addictive. The least rewarding of those four was "Extremely Online," which is ... really, more like a bland factual history of the Internet's most famous social media sites. Nothing new, insightful, or intriguing there. And the least rewarding of the first list is harder to choose. Obviously the "creature feature" novellas were all pretty bad, but I want to highlight "Dear Congress" -- this was only $2, so I guess it's worth the money, but its worth as a nonfiction resource is dubious. These letters are not really from children suffering from conversion therapy; they are cobbled together from dozens of individual stories and rewritten by an adult, so that nothing in them can be fact-checked or verified. And each short letter is introduced by an egregiously long, woefully bad poem, each one spanning 4-6 pages, while the letters themselves usually only last for 1-2. I'm not sure who wrote the poems but I suspect it's the same adult who rewrote the letters.

The book is also padded out with one-page quotes about child abuse in its different forms. At the same time, it's not NOT worth reading... it's a difficult book to rate.

amado1: (Holmes)
2023-09-30 01:01 pm

Books I read in September 2023

Total: 28 books

-- A Cruel God Reigns, Vol. 1-10 by Moto Hagio;
-- The Overachievers: The Secret Lives of Driven Kids by Alexandra Robbins;
-- Heaven by Mieko Kawakami;
-- Franz Kafka: The Drawings by Andreas Kilcher;
-- Elena Knows by Claudia Pineiro;
-- Regarding the Pain of Others by Susan Sontag;
-- Hex by Jenni Fagan;
-- David Bowie's Serious Moonlight: The World Tour by Chet Fippo;
-- Petshop of Horrors Vol. 1 by Matsuri Akino;
-- And Much of Madness by K.M. Claude;
-- Know My Name by Chanel Miller;
-- I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennette McCurdy;
-- Oxygen Mask by Jason Reynolds;
-- How Can You Write a Poem When You're Dying of AIDS? edited by John Harold;
-- How to Disappear Completely by Kelsey Osgood;
-- Normal People by Sally Rooney;
-- A Study in Scarlet Marquis: Sherlock Holmes and the Trials of Oscar Wilde by Mary Pagones;
-- Lawrence of Arabia's Clouds Hill by Andrew Norman;
-- Going Hungry: Writers on Desire, Self-Denial, and Overcoming Anorexia edited by Katie M. Taylor.

Still Reading: 6 books

-- Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov;
-- McGlue by Ottessa Moshfegh;
-- Illness as Metaphor & AIDS and Its Metaphors by Susan Sontag;
-- Gospel of Shame: Children, Sexual Abuse, and the Catholic Church by Frank Bruni and Elinor Burkett;
-- Notes on a Silencing by Lacy Crawford;
-- The Infernal World of Branwell Bronte by Daphne du Maurier.

amado1: (Default)
2023-09-01 08:03 am

Books I read in August 2023

Total: 22 books

We Were Once a Family: A Story of Love, Death, and Child Removal in America by Roxanna Asgarian;
The Death of Experience: The Campaign Against Established Knowledge and Why It Matters by Thomas M. Nichols;
Saint Joan by George Bernard Shaw;
The War Prayer by Mark Twain;
The Teachers: A Year Inside America's Most Vulnerable, Important Profession by Alexandra Robbins;
The Trial of Joan of Arc by Daniel Hobbins (translator);
— Star Trek DS9: A Stitch in Time by Andrew J. Robinson;
— Star Trek DS9: The Crimson Shadow by Una McCormack;
Monsters: A Fan's Dilemma by Claire Dederer;
Halfway Human by Carolyn Ives Gilman (reread);
Mister Magic by Kiersten White;
Transformations by Anne Sexton;
The Black Guy Dies First: Black Horror Cinema from Fodder to Oscar by Robin R. Means Coleman and Mark H. Harris;
Red, White & Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston;
Kaze to Ki no Uta Vol. 12-17 by Keiko Takemiya;
My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell;
Le Poéme du Vent et des Arbres by Keiko Takemiya.

It was a good month for reading!

My favorite nonfiction was "The Trial of Joan of Arc," a complete translation of the transcripts left behind after her death. It's a fascinating read, as an atheist, because I genuinely, immensely admire this kid's personality: frank, to-the-point, smart, defiant, and more than a little snarky. It doesn't fit the pious, Christ-adoring image of Joan that I grew up with; you come away from this with an image of a no-nonsense, rough-and-tumble military commander. But then you're still left to grapple with Joan's non-stop insistence that her orders really do come from God, and the question of why -- maybe a messy tangle of reasons. Assuming first that she's not particularly religious herself, you can imagine that the "voices" came about as a calculated way to give herself authority among men, and that she stuck to it at the very end both out of pride and from a desperate desire to keep herself in male clothes.

My favorite fiction ... I'll snub George Bernard Shaw and say it was "A Stitch in Time" by Andy Robinson XD I know that's a little silly, to bypass a great playwright for a Star Trek novel, but my reasoning is this: "Saint Joan" probably doesn't make anyone's Top 100 list of greatest English plays. But "A Stitch in Time" should be #1 for Star Trek novels, and is even a contender for Top 100 Sci-Fi Novels, imo. I've always said that Diane Duane is the greatest Star Trek tie-in writer, because her books are genuinely good sci-fi, but Robinson managed to craft good sci-fi (not hard sci-fi, like I'd classify Duane) while also pulling off a magnificent character study and steeping his book in queer themes.

My Dark Vanessa and Kazeki - tw child rape and grooming )

(Despite this, I gave the book 4 stars, and I definitely recommend it; if you're reading this and thinking, "Hey, that sounds mildly interesting!" then I definitely suggest you read it. I too had only a mild interest in it, and very low expectations, but I was super pleased with the book itself.)

amado1: (Holmes)
2023-07-31 01:20 pm

Books I read in July 2023

Total: 5 books

— The Forest by Thomas Ott;
— Star Wars: Return of the Jedi (manga) by Shin-ichi Hiromoto;
— Cuckoo's Egg by C.J. Cherryh;
— Monster and the Beast Vol. 4 by renji;
— The Fifty-Year Mission: The Next 25 Years by Edward Gross.


Still Reading: 3 books

— Titan: Red King (Star Trek);
— We Were Once a Family: A Story of Love, Death, and Child Removal in America by Roxanna Asgarian;
— Saint Joan by George Bernard Shaw.

Slow month for reading! The only book of any substance that I finished was "Cuckoo's Egg," and that's a quick, breezy 200-page sci-fi novel. The others are either comic books or sparse collections of quotes and interviews (Fifty-Year Mission). I did read a LOT of zines this month, though, both physically and online.
amado1: (Pierre Joubert)
2023-05-31 12:40 pm

Books I read in May 2023

Total:
— War is a Force That Gives Us Meaning by Chris Hedges;
— Doubly Gifted: The Author as Visual Artist by Kathleen G. Hjerter;
— Machete Season: The Killers in Rwanda Speak by Jean Hatzfield;
— Lazarus: The Complete Book and Lyrics by David Bowie;
— Yentl the Yeshiva Boy by Isaac Bashevis Singer;
— Making Faces, Playing God: Identity and the Art of Transformational Makeup by Thomas Morawetz;
— Thin by Lauren Greenfield;
— Elements of Fiction Writing - Characters & Viewpoint by Orson Scott Card;
— The Essential Dykes to Watch Out For by Alison Bechdel;
— T.E. Lawrence: Biography of a Broken Hero by Harold Orlans;
— Mission Child by Maureen McHugh;
— The Ugly Little Boy by Isaac Asimov;
— The End of Forgetting: Growing Up With Social Media by Kate Eichhorn.

Books I hope to crack open on vacation:

— Pageboy by Elliot Page;
— Moby Dyke: An Obsessive Quest to Track Down the Last Remaining Lesbian Bars in America by Krista Burton;
— Monsters: A Fan's Dilemma by Claire Dederer;
— Just Ignore Him by Alan Davies;
— The Planet Construction Kit by Mark Rosenfelder;
— The House in the Cerulean Sea by T.J. Klune;
— Watchtower by Elizabeth A. Lynn;
— Woman on the Edge of Time by Marge Piercy;
— Home Field Advantage by Dahlia Adler/
amado1: (Default)
2023-04-02 12:50 pm

Books I read in March 2023

 Total: 7 books

— Star Trek: A Rock and a Hard Place by Peter David;
— King Rat by James Clavell;
— Strangers to Ourselves: Unsettled Minds and the Stories That Make Us by Rachel Aviv;
— Jesus and John Wayne: How White Evangelicals Corrupted a Faith and Fractured a Nation by Kristin Kobes Du Mez;
— Not That Bad: Dispatches from Rape Culture edited by Roxane Gay;
— The Finest Crew in the Fleet: The Next Generation Cast on Screen and Off by Adam Shrager;
— As Nature Made Him: The Boy Who Was Raised as a Girl.

Also read:

— Vanity Fair Nov. 1988;
— Out of Touch zine.

Started reading/read significant portions of:

— Elements of Writing: Setting;
— Elements of Writing: Beginnings, Middles & Ends;
— Star Trek Titan: Taking Wing;
— The Death of Francis Bacon (poetry)
amado1: (Pierre Joubert)
2023-02-27 12:27 pm

Books I read in February 2023

I don't see myself reading any tomorrow, so I'll just post this early! It was a very dry month for books.

Total: 3 books

— Gedoku: The Art of Sakiyama;
— A Study in Murder (Dr. John Watson #3) by Robert Ryan;
— Star Trek: Q-Squared by Peter David.

Books I read significant amounts of but didn't finish: 4 books

— Myra Breckenridge by Gore Vidal;
— The Kindly Ones by Jonathan Littell;
— Star Trek: Spartacus by T.L. Mancour;
— Star Trek: Rock and a Hard Place by Peter David.

No nonfiction this month. Maybe that's why I'm so slow. Usually, when I have these dry spells, I can break them by either reading some comics/manga or by plunging into a good nonfiction book!

Thoughts on these books:

Read more... )

amado1: (Default)
2023-01-31 10:43 am

Books I read in January 2023

Total: 7 books

— America the Fearful: Media and the Marketing of National Panics by Benjamin Radford;
— Strange Adventures by Tom King;
— Star Trek: A Time to Heal by Robert Greenberger;
— Rorschach by Tom King;
— Star Trek: Deny Thy Father by Jeffrey J. Marriotte;
— Dead Man's Land (Dr. John Watson #1) by Robert Ryan;
— The Dead Can Wait (Dr. John Watson #2) by Robert Ryan.

And of course, some zines:

— FALKE by krad
— Stripped by K.M. Claude
— Portraits by David Lawrence
— F.A.C. by K.M. Claude
— Con/Trite by K.M. Claude
— Haven #1 (TNG)
— Sensitive Content #1 and #2
— My friend's Christmas zine, which I don't think had a name

And lots of books that I started but didn't finish (yet). I guess the most notable of those are:

— TNG: Spartacus;
— Cursed Bunny by Bora Chung;
— One Day While I Was Lost by James Baldwin;
— A Study in Murder (Dr. John Watson #3).

I'm listing those just because I got at least halfway through all of them! XD Usually I can finish a Star Trek book in an hour. But this one has taken me several weeks, even though it's really good imo -- it's worth noting too that I tend to skip a lot in Star Trek books, and this one I'm not skipping anything 😆 Other unfinished books, hhh... I got a bunch of my friend's books, including some anthologies, and barely cracked them, even though I love her writing. And I got several comic books! But didn't read them either 😆 And the Penguin Book of Homosexual Verse, and a separate book called The Parents' Guide to Preventing Homosexuality (or smth like that), and The Drag King Book -- all of those would be very quick reads but I only got 20 pages into them at most. Ah well, always more time!